The Journey Provides the Destination

My journey to a healthier life.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Weigh In Wednesday

Wow, it's that time again.  Weigh In Wednesday.

I'll admit I was a bit scared of this week's weigh in.  Last week was hard, and full of emotions.  When Dearest came home from work I felt like I should cook him a "real dinner", one of his favorites.  We also celebrated Valentine's Day by going out to eat at a fancy restaurant.  Where I had wine, and lobster ravioli, and more wine.  Oh and dessert.  Add that on to eating pizza, fast food, and a failure to keep up with my tracking, and yeah - I was pretty concerned.  So when I discovered today that I had lost - anything at all I was stoked.

Today's weigh in:  174.6  for a loss of 0.6 lbs.  and a total of 16.4

*whew*

Thankfully I've convinced Dearest to go running with me.  To be honest I actually enjoy running alone, but it will be much nicer to have him push me, keep me motivated to go.

Yesterday and today were full of spring cleaning of both the yard and the house - and I'm pooped!  I'm ready for a nice dinner and some couch cuddle time with my lovelies.  Here I come!!

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Weigh In Wednesday

Alright, it's *that* time again -  weigh in time!

I'm not going to lie, I had a hard week this week.  Someone very special to me passed away, and the week has been filled with family, tears, and all kinds of emotions that I'm just not really comfortable with.  I don't do well with emotions.

Add being sick all week and then there was also that Valentine's Day thing that happened... but I'm proud of myself - as much as I wanted to I didn't go out and buy myself a giant box of candy... or a tiny one for that matter. Now when one of the ladies at work offered me a cupcake though, well I couldn't resist.  Somehow this week my planned meals just never seemed to go as planned.  I still kept up pretty well with my food tracking, although I didn't get everything down.  That's why I'm happy to say that this week I lost.

This week's loss: -3.2 lbs  (um yay!)
Waist: -0.5"
Hips: +(-) 0
Thigh: -0.5"

This brings me to a total of - 15.8 pounds

Monday, February 14, 2011

Still Here, Still Fighting

Jacques Torres chocolates...mmmmImage via Wikipedia
First of all - Happy Valentine's Day all!

I'm trying really hard to NOT run to the store and buy the biggest box of chocolates they have on the shelf.

The past two years my Valentine has been working on Valentine's Day - so no celebrations for me.  Last year my co-worker's husband was out of town too, so I bought a little box of chocolate for the both of us.  That gave me an excuse.  The small box - not so bad.  The $30 Russell Stover sampler box.  BAD.  I've never seen such a ginormous box of candy!

*Ahem* ... moving on..

I know my posting has been rather irregular lately, what can I say - I'm such a blog slacker.  I want to assure you all though that I am indeed *still* on track.  I'm still a "loser".  I haven't however kept up with my exercise.  The weather is lovely, but the virus I've had all week certainly is not.  Hoping I can rejoin that boat next week!




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Saturday, February 5, 2011

The Giving and Taking of Inspiration

One of the hardest things for me to hang onto on this journey is motivation.  I start out hardcore, to the nines, balls to the walls, and then - kind of like this post... I see something.. shiny - over THERE!

Then I come back a few months later, ready to try again.

This time, I'm trying to reign in my OSS (Ooh Shiny Syndrome), and stay on track (another reason why I started Weight Watchers).  I'm proud, super proud of my progress so far.  I've even refrained from the hardcore, balls to the walls mentality.  In so doing, I haven't struggled to be perfect, to work out every day I said I would, and to let myself go with my brother to Cracker Barrel and stuff my face with pancakes covered in blackberries and whipped cream.  I also haven't burnt out.

I'm currently on week three of my Weight Watchers plan, and I've tracked everything I've eaten, EVERY day.  That was a hard thing for me to keep up with last time I was on the plan, so yeah, I'm proud of that.  Even when I'm tempted to say screw it - I have no clue how many points was in what I ate at the restaurant, I still put it in there the best way I know how.  Even though the scale and the measuring tape said I didn't lose a darn thing last week, I'm okay with that.  I know that is going to happen from time to time.  The reason I'm okay with that is because although, yes I really want to be skinnier, I REALLY want to be healthier.  I want to be able to go hiking with Dearest and not feel like my heart is going to explode, or be ill at him because I can't keep up.

After my brother and I gorged on pancakes and eggs and the like, we went to Wal-Mart.  He bought a set of resistance bands to go with his P-90 workout.  I bought a jump rope.

I'm also very proud of my brother.  Weight struggles have always been a family affair.  He's currently at his lowest adult weight!  He told me he was in the shower the other day and realized he had lower abs.  "I've never had lower abs!  Or upper abs for that matter." he proclaimed.  He's around 5'7" and only nine pounds away from *my* goal!

I'll tell you proudly, that right now - even with the pancakes and other randoms - I'm eating healthier than I ever have.  I'm eating more fresh fruits and vegetables and opening doors to foods I before would have never considered.  Thanks to guys like *Bitch Cakes*, JewliaGoulia, and Ex Hot Girl, this month alone I've tried and loved so many new things.  I've learned that although I don't like the texture of shredded coconut, I really enjoy fresh coconut (not to mention how cool it is it whack it open before you eat it).  I really enjoy hummus, something that always sounded so strange and icky to me and I eat it now on so many different things.  I also tried lentils, which were delicious too!

This week's shining moment for me though, was a comment made by a co-worker.  She came out of her office to ask me how much weight I've lost, and to tell me that I had inspired her!  She said that although she didn't join weight watchers, she is starting to make small changes in her daily routine and her eating. She told me that she normally will drink up to eight cans of Dr. Pepper a day.  Even reducing those and replacing them with water will make a huge difference for her.  What can I say, I was touched, and proud.  I'm happy that not only am I doing things to better myself, but that I must be doing something right to inspire both of my co-workers!

I'm happy that while I'm here, getting inspiration from blog land, I can pass that inspiration on to others around me.

Now, without further ado I believe it's exercise time.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Weigh In Wednesday

Well it's a blah morning here.  Weigh in Wednesday has rolled around yet again, and my results are not what I had hoped for.

Weight: 180.0  for a loss of 0 pounds this week.

Waist: + 1 inch
Hips: no change
Thighs: no change


So while I'm glad that I didn't gain this week, I'm still not jazzed.  The only thing I can figure is that I slacked on my water intake, oh and well dear old Tom..

At least today is my "Friday".  I've just got to make it through tonight, then I'll have my week off.. assuming I don't get called in that is.

*insert large sigh here*